Sooo, I never update. But I hope that can change soon. Lol. That's all. I now am going to try and make this more a video blog than anything else

Tonight, has been odd

Tonight, has been odd

Dating sites. They aren't all they are cut out to be

So, for awhile I have been on a dating site called OkCupid. It is, to quote Penn & Teller, BULLSHIT!
Firstly, I message people, and put effort into my first message, most people do not even have the courtesy to reply, even though it says they have visited my profile. I understand I might not be their type, at least reply though. Fuck.
Secondly, some of the people who do respond are already in relationships. I thought it was a dating site, not a friend site. Get off of it if you have somebody, as you have no right being there.
My advice, don't waste your time with it.

I wear my sunglasses at night

Yes, I wear my prescription sunglasses at night. I wear my regular glasses during the day..but as the night goes on I just get sick of bright lights or something.
I have been playing a game called Vampire Rain: Altered Species. It has received shitty reviews yet I still bought it like two years ago and have yet to beat it. It gives me headaches, pisses me off, and everything bad. SO I do not know why I put myself through it.

Basically, Vampire Rain: Altered Species just isn't fun. When a game becomes more of a chore to play than something you want to do, it's not a good game. I can see a lot of time when into making it pretty, but it didn't help, at least not for me.

-Psibabe, GameVortex Communications AKA Ashley Perkins

Loll... That is one review. I have yet to find a good review of this game....

Sexxxxxxxxxx

Weeellll..................this could be a long rant about something involving sex. Buuuttt......I don't feel like it. I just am horny and want to fuck. Simple as that.

Am I pregnant? Lol. My cravings say so. o_O

SO.....I have been having these crazy cravings as of late. First it started with strawberries..but now it has been a lot of breakfast foods...mainly involving eggs. Maybe my body just needs the protein..or maybe I am just making up for me not being a breakfast person usually. But I made my first fried egg this morning.....then not an hour ago I made an "Eggy in a Basket" which I stole from v For Vendetta and Googled how to do it! It was quite good! Now...I am craving homemade french toast, which I have never made before, and fresh squeezed orange juice!

So.....I met somebody today.

Well..that sounds totally cliche coming from me. I am just that longing for companionship that I get my hopes up this quickly. It is stupid. I'm sick of getting my hopes up , only to have them crushed. Am I just fucked to an existence of sex and maybe week long relationships? Is it me, or do I just have shitty taste in men? I hope this goes somewhere. I have hope that it will...but with all that hope has done for me I don't see why I hope any more. Perhaps this is why it seems I get more heartless everyday..why with each failed relationship I lose a little more faith in human kind...and that my anger towards the world gets worse. Fuck. I don't want to be my dad...but it almost seems like I am on that road

Today? What is today even?

I am at a loss. I woke up this morning just..bleh.

I got excited when I noticed my torrent downloaded last night! Then I got pissed because the dogs got into the trash. Notice the lacking of "our" or "my" dogs. I don't claim any ownership to them. My parents do.

I personally can't stand them. They smell,m they shit, they piss, and require maintenence. They are merely a handicap. I'm not big on my step dad's cat either though

He is just annoying. 

I also started up a Facebook again today. I don't know why. I guess..since I am moving to a new town I need to have a way to keep in contact with peoples..and it is a great way to follow things. Like my favorite websites and webcomics. 

Welfare

Fuckkkk

I'm so fucking lost in life. I can't find anything to do to keep me occupied ALL DAY. I usually am a bored eater, but I have started being a bored sleeper. I hate sleeping...it s a waste of time, but now I feel like I have TOO much time. I need a job or something. I for one am not content with just sitting around watching movies like my parents. I mean..I try, but I like to get up and do stuff. I can't sit still long enough to actually finish the movie.
           I've tried renting games..and that keeps me good for awhile...but I end up beating them in a day and am back to square on. Fallout: New Vegas was a good game to rent, I never beat it because there is so much to do in it...I just need to buy it or something so I won't get late charges. Lately I have been downloading a bunch of music via torrents..which is awesome because I can get ANY music I couldn't find on shit like Limewire or Bearshare. I need some kind of hobby of something...I was on embroidery for awhile..but it got just..old...plus I ran out of thread. I have a quilt I could finish...Hey, that is a great idea. I can start making quilts. I knew typing here would help give me some ideas!!!!!!!! I'm excited now!
I have a quilt that isn't my own, but my friend Joe's that I can finish!
I'll get bored of this hobby soon too...but whatever works!
BYE!

Fucking Stereotyping Hicks

SO...not too long ago I was at Dollar General. Walking around. Carrying my Snickers bar and looking for my favorite energy gum that they sell...the manager was following me around...I can get that..its cool..I look like a punk... My phone started vibrating with a text message from Chester and I reached into my really deep pocket to reach for it..and the chick says

"I don't think that is a good idea"

I turned around and look at her thinking "Seriously now?"
I knew there was no point in trying to argue with her that I had almost $30 in my pocket and was going to buy the candy bar.
She then said

" If you leave now and never come back I won't call the police"

I just replied

"Bye, but for further reference you could not legally call the police unless I was obviously leaving the store with it. It is perfectly legal to use your purse or pockets to carry your items"

This fucking drives me crazy because this is the SECOND time this has happened..at different stores. It is BULLSHIT. Stereotype me all you want..follow me around all you want. But don't fucking cause me any fucking grief when I am not stealing. I HATE this fucking town of religious bitches.

Fuck Grove. Fuck the hicks. Fuck their stereotyping....
They all can choke on my cock.

"I should use a vacation from this bullshit, three-ring circus sideshow of freaks in this hole, THIS FUCKING HOLE THEY CALL GROVE" -Aenima by Tool. (I changed the last word to Grove from L.A by the way)

October 24, 2010

SO...last night was really fun! I was running on pure adrenaline...and Monster.
Me and Nick went to Arby's and I pissed off some hicks there...

Then we went to the bowling alley(it is called "Country Lanes") and it was full of MORE hicks. I proceeded to hijack the jukebox and started playing "This Is The New Shit" by Marilyn Manson. I really do not think they appreciated it, as one of the workers came and turned it down so low that you couldn't even hear it at the pool table next to it. Me being me I got all confrontational and got all up in his face. He ACTUALLY had the nerve to say "Whatever" and walk away. SO I just "accidentally" knocked over my Monster(which I wasn't supposed to even HAVE in there) onto their pool table and we left.

Then he talked me into going to see "Social Network"...I was extremely impressed! It was exciting..and the music was made by Trent Reznor..and that was amazing.

Then we went to Wal-Mart because I was randomly craving ice cream. We walked around and when we checked out there was only one chick there, and she had gone to the bathroom...so we stood there as she waddled(YES, waddled >_>) to the checkout.. She could not wear her overweightness well..and had really bad lazy eyes... She scared me.

Then I came home and crashed hardcore!

THE END.

Librarians

Alright..This is my first post! Exciting stuff. I might start pimping out my blog later in life..but yeah...
ANYWAYS! This is a rant about librarians.
They piss me off.
They are some of the most arrogant bitches in the world..at least the ones I have met are.
You walk in...and they follow you around like hawks like they want you out of there immediately.
All they have is a degree in Library Sciences! Can you believe you HAVE to have a degree to run a library...like it takes so much fucking skill. I can do better than most of them.
They treat you like shit, and give you the meanest looks.
They have no reason to be so haughty, they are basically people who couldn't cut it to be fucking teachers.
Just...fuck librarians